I'm very open about my private life at times. Why? I have nothing to hide, I don't have any skeletons hiding in my closet. I rather be open and forthcoming about things so people have nothing to use against you. I'm not afraid to say what is going on in my life, if you have the gusto to read, and feel the urge to butt into my life go for it. I know you are looking at mistake I may make just to make you feel better. We all make mistakes, I don't think I'm perfect, but obviously if you are reading this to wait for me to break, you have flaws in your own life that you are ignoring. I refuse to be hiding in corners and be afraid of saying something, or my own actions.
I make a reference to something happened two years ago now yesterday, and someone assumes that I am not over said person. I'm the kind of person that is going to remember the good, and block out the bad. Especially on the anniversary of something that was an euphoric experience, why not think about it, and let your friend know that is something that is on your mind. If you want to say I'm not over that person two years later, you are out of line, and being ignorant. I have been out and about, I have been over for a very long time. Just because I like to bring up the past, in a way I use it as a warning to my self so I never forget. More so like a mental tattoo so I won't take a step back and wind up in a similar situation. I won't make personal attacks at you like that, so why do you think you have the bloody right to.
Now I feel like answering back to somethings that the band had shot at my brother after he said something on their facebook page.
There was a night way back in Junary I had too much to drink, we all do that. If there is one moment in my life that I regret it has to be that moment. I really should have learned after that, well, just don't do it. I still continued like an idiot. I missed practice the next day because I was way too hung over to move. I just not recently learned how close to death I really was. I had alcohol poisoning. If there is a good reason not to go to practice, let me know. That put me about 10 feet away from death. This is a good one. The singing in key thing. I know what singing flat sounds like. This is just them (two members), trying to make any excuse that it is a good thing that I left. I was the only one in that band that could sing. Then they seem to believe I also posted an ad saying it was a good thing that they were done. Please remember that as a band we pissed off a lot of people out there, and most of the people that knew us knew me personally, and didn't particularly like the other members.
It's really good not to be in a band where everyone talked shit about each other. One member was on the chopping block, and should have been in all reality axed then, another just really couldn't stand the other member, and seemed like it would get physical many a time. I know bands are supposed to have these trials and tribulations, but when there is this much drama going on behind the scenes, it's not the kind of stuff that is interesting to read in the biography.
My blog last night I stated how I would more than comfortable joining a band that doesn't do drugs or drink. Plays their music and goes out and socializes and doesn't need alcohol or another form of intoxication to make friends. I want friends that are true, and can be trusted. After leaving this band, I have lost a little sense of trust for people. It was tried before, but once again, it has been pulled taught and I am on edge about people. We live we learn, and we walk away. That's where I sit now.
It's whatever man. I feel like I'm on the defense on this, but I really don't mind it. I have stuff to say. I'm like the whistle blower after they leave a messed up business and want to speak about it. I wanna tell what happened, and what is happening with it. I just goes this way. With a band, you can expect some stuff like this, but this wasn't a normal band and normal band bumps, and groans.
I'm done for now. I'm sick peoples ignorance, and their lack of thought.-SS
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