It is the cost of what is defined as a sellout. If you ask me a sell out is someone that will change their tastes to fit a mold. Basically, by criticizing a specific band, and being adamant about how they "suck" then going back on that quote all of a few years later and worshiping their music. Why, because you want to fit in, not because you have a choice. You give up on what you truly stand for just so you can be something else. It is funny, there are too many people out there. I know I am not one of them; I have never gone out band bashing, then changed my mind about them. Well, serious band bashing, I didn't like Rise Against in 2004 because of Tim's weird, jewfro looking thing.I was 14 and ignorant, I thought they were something else. That is just simple. Don't make your self something that you are not.
Now onto a totally different subject.
It is about twelve days or so until I will be gone from Phoenix. In that time I will know my living quarters finally. Hopefully, as early as tomorrow I will know what is going on. Then come Friday I will be going out to get a new wardrobe for the most part, considering it is about an average of 42 degrees in Flagstaff come January. Meanwhile, it will be 42, in Phoenix it will be about 63, which is on the cusp of shorts weather for some people.
I have my room to clear out, I have stuff to take off my wall, I have things to pack up. It is so weird that this is actually going to happen. That is the part that has be freaked out. Something that seems like it is going to work. Normally things go terribly wrong--which I am still waiting for in a way-- just like my sport teams, see the New York Giants today.
For now, my whereabouts are unknown, and I don't know when I will be coming home, but it's alright...-SS
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