As Christmas fast approaches I find my days here dwindling. I will leave this place soon, I kind of hope I am not missed here. Wait, let me rephrase all this. This is all in regards to me moving to Flagstaff come January, not me killing my self. Even though my little preamble sounded like I was talking that way. Just playing with double meanings. On a serious note..
I am very excited to be moving. As I have talked about before, I have a place to stay all lined up, now it is just getting it solidified. Before I can start signing up for classes I have to have a place that I know I will be living at. A simple possibility isn't going to work here. I do not need to be living out of a car for four months. Even though the challenge would be weird, and neck pain would ensue. I haven't quite started packing my bags, but I have been very tempted to start clearing off my walls in preparation. Not yet though.
The sheer fact that this is actually going to happen has been interesting to say the least. I have been begging for a chance to change my surroundings, and this chance I did not want to pass. Another semester at PVCC and I would have been forced to kill myself, it has been that bad. Now that is all about to change. I'm going to leave this town, and not looking back. I have full intentions to leave Phoenix for the last time with "Audience of One" by Rise Against blasting in my car. "And we ran away..." That like is all I need for this moment.
Moving will being so many new chances, it really will. I am getting out of the house, and have no right to complain about anything anymore about living at home. Yes, I don't have a job, but I will find one when I get up there that is my mission. I have taken time off from working, and looking so I could focus on school. Now that I have the school part out of the way, and once I have established my self in Flagstaff, I will find a job. Right now it is looking like I will be up there for four months, then come home for the summer. That might change though. I have a friend who might look into getting a house, and I would want to get in on that. I joked with someone who will be coming up to NAU come fall by saying kegger every Friday, just call be Bluto.
Speaking of summer in the previous paragraph. I have an epic summer of 2011 that is taking shape. I hope none of my friends from New York read this. I am spilling the beans here. Next summer I will be going back for two weeks. I will come back to Lawn Guyland for two whole weeks. That is intense! It will be great, there is so much that I need to do there that I didn't do when I was there in April for a week. This time it will be on much different terms, and no need to have that whirlwind of emotions. Two weeks, damn. So much can be done!
There are some other things going on that should be coming together within the next eight or so days. I have been sworn to secrecy though with those. The time will come and I will talk about what is going on.
That 65 day counter is dwindling down quickly!-SS
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