Last Fight

“Last Fight”

I know what you’re still thinking

The undertow has sucked you back in

They brought you to the top

And dropped you like a brick

An awkward silence is all you have left

Another way (Another way)

To be let down (To be let down)

This will be your last fight all alone

(Break through the day) Break through the day

(Just to let go) To let go

Someone tell me I’m okay

This time we live, for what’s ahead

We break out singing (whoa oh-oh, Whoa-oh-oh)

We throw our hands into the flame

You're not the only voice (Whoa oh-oh, Whoa oh-oh

Your scream pierces the cold of night

Still wishing on every star in that sky

You fell to your knees

With the promises you can’t keep

You fall to the ground like the fall leaves

Another way (Another way)

To be let down (To be let down)

You see yourself crash and shatter like glass

(Break through the day) Break through the day

(Just to let go) To let go

May the bridges I burn light your way home

This time we live, for what’s ahead

We break out singing (whoa oh-oh, Whoa-oh-oh)

We throw our hands into the flame

You're not the only voice (Whoa oh-oh, Whoa oh-oh)

This is your chance, gets off your knees

Here’s to the last time, you fight alone

This time we live, for what’s ahead

We break out singing (whoa oh-oh, Whoa-oh-oh)

We throw our hands into the flame

You're not the only voice (Whoa oh-oh, Whoa oh-oh)

A Long Time

I keep on forgetting I do this. I keep on telling myself I will do it tomorrow, then realize it is the end of the month by the time I finally get to it. Any way, I saw this and wanted to post it to prove that, one I still use this and two I liked this little chunk of opinion.

"You know those embarrassing photos of your parents with the 70's/80's fashions? Parachute pants, disco shit, bleach-blonde fried hair etc.? You know how when you ask them what the fuck they were thinking they say something like "Son/daughter, I have no fucking idea, it was cool then I guess". You'd be hard pressed to find anyone outside of a trailer-park that still thinks rat-tail haircuts and def leppard shirts are cool. (in a non-ironic, non-hipster faggot way.)

Here's what I'm getting at, do you people realize that by getting these tattoos that you are forever branding yourself as being a fucking idiot who bought into the stupidest fashion trend of all time? Do you not realize that in 10-15 years, you will be percieved as being "one of those dumbasses that tattooed his whole arm to be cool"?

What you essentially did was the equivalent of having a pair of parachute pants surgically grafted to your ass. You went to the hair-stylist and said "make my hair look like vince neil's....forever" You retards are going to be laughed at and ridiculed for the rest of your lives!

If you don't have any tattoos, or any that are not excessive and not easily covered, then congrats. You might just go through life without being looked at as if you're a piece of shit. I know some are thinking "I don't give a fuck". Well, that works when you're a pipsqueak that ammounts to a puddle of rat's piss, but one day you just might want to be somewhat successful.

Don't get tattoos kids.:"

..And All The Sorrow In This World

For the first time in a long while I was at a loss for words. That never happens. I tend to know how to handle any situation that is brought upon me, but this was something different. Normally when I speak, I can speak from experience, but not this. There are events that the human mind has no idea how to comprehend. Most of the time when we lose a loved one, we know it's coming. A grandparent/parent/brother or sister gets diagnosed with a terminal disease, and is given a time table. When something sudden happens, you don't know how to react, or what to do.

I found out today that a good friend of mine from New York, his father was killed by being electrocuted while trying to fix an A/C unit. The story that I heard was rather sad. Right now in New York it isn't too hot, but mind you I am speaking from a place where the average temperature is 100, and 75 is jacket weather. So apparently, I don't know around what time, he went out to fix it, and he was found dead.

My friend is a tough dude. If I stayed in New York I would be right beside him right now and about to make a jump to the FDNY. So you can see my cards, he is a firefighter. Those guys are tough mother fuckers. I feel as though I should be there right now, is this weird? No. I am stuck thousands of miles away, and been handed a different card. There are times I honestly feel closer to the people I know back in New York than I know here in Arizona. I feel obligated to be there, but I can't. The only thing I can do is keep him and his family in my thoughts.

This set the wheels in my mind into motion. Every time I hear something like this it makes me realize how precious our lives can be. To live is not something to be over looked. Many people say that their lives are so bad, and they wish they were dead, and people kill themselves everyday. Why? I life is honestly worth more than anyone can imagine. That's why politically I am frustrated at why the government will let for profit companies decide whether we live or die. I reject their hand in that, but that isn't the point I make.

It is okay to be scared with what life may bring you, there is nothing wrong with that. The unexpected is what is so exciting. Who doesn't want some excitement in their life. I do have a belief more fate than anything. That everything we do has for the most part been pre-decided, that cliche' "if it's your time to go it's your time." We will never know what is in store though, and I like that unknown. Sometimes I wish I could predict what is going to happen to me, but it is murky pool to look in.

Those who want to waste life, do not deserve life. Live life, don't be stuck wanting on what will never be, or get stuck on what happened. We have control, even though I said I believe in fate, but I believe that we do control out fate though, to a certain degree. To let go and give up is no way to look at life, and just accept. Change fate, and make your story like a unwritten book. Don't let a boring terminal become your life.-SP